The Connection
Sexy man and I...well..we have a connection.
It goes beyond anything sexual.
It is emotional.
And that, to me, is far harder to get past.
It is harder to forget. It is harder to let go.
For both of us.
I was shocked when a few weeks ago, I got this email:
I will always have love for you, but I am not supposed to be in your bed. I have to refrain from being in your bed due to several issues that I am not allowed to discuss right now.
Huh?
Huh?
Did you say REFRAIN?
okay, that means that you WANT to be there,
but for whatever reason CAN"T be there.
Okay. That's fine. I'll deal with that.
But fuck you worring about being in my bed..
What I would worry about (If I were you)
is ME being in your HEAD.
Being sexually attracted to someone? Lawdhammercy. I'll be the
first to tell you, it's a motherfucker. But dick is everywhere, and for the
most part, fairly easy to obtain.. and to let go.
What I am talking about..an emotional connection..it pounds at you
harder than any dick ever could. It takes you beyond the bedroom,
and into your soul...
A connection that is not that easy to walk away from.
And I am just not ready. I'm not.
Neither is he.
posted by Miss Scarlet @ 2:50 PM
3 Comments:
Amen. Emotional connections are SO hard to let go. I'm struggling with one now, I feel like I need to walk away, but I can't.
Hey chick!
I miss your blog so much!
Whats going on with him?
I have been there. A man I was once in love with and still have a deep spiritual/emotional connection got married and did not tell me even though we still talked on the phone.
It hurt to know 3 weeks before his wedding he was over her putting my computer together and did not tell me. I sent him a card congratulating him on his marriage and a goodbye closure letter. He called 2 days before his wedding tripping.
I miss parts of him but then I remember how cold-hearted he was to me.
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