Waking up the BITCH in me

Why do bitches try to test me all the damn time.

I try to have patience with people. I try to have tolerance for others shortcomings.
I try to keep the peace. I try to accept people and situations for what they are.
I try not to let my ignorant behavior get out of check.

I put up with a lot. I try not to keep score. I try to let people express themselves.
But it seems as of late that some people no longer know their roles. They are out of
character. They are acting a fool.
And every time I let this slide, their egos get bigger and bigger.

They are forgetting who they are dealing with. They forget that I have a bitch
in me like no other. The bitch in me sleeps. But everyone that knows me has seen it.
But maybe they need to feel it to understand the magnitude of what it really is.

Maybe they need to feel the fire of my words to be a believer. Once the bitch is unleashed, it is ovah. ya hear me? o-v-a-h. done. There is no turning back. And I think that's why I try to keep it under control. To save friendships, that sometimes are not worth saving. To spare others the wrath that is me. To have them never feel what it is like to be truly cussed the fuck out.

I have ended friendships for less than what these bitches are talking about. I know that once I go there, it is no coming back. We. are.done. I make sure that it is on point, so that I have no regrets. I know exactly what I am doing. I make no excuses. Make sure you get everything out that you need to say as I am cussing you because I will never have the need to speak to you again. For nothing. I will never in life need you again. For anything.
You will always need me, before I need you. I make sure of that.

While ending friendships is not what I like to do, it is not out of the question. Don't keep fucking with me, and fucking with me, and fucking with me and think nothing will never happen. Something WILL happen, and it will be nasty.

So everyone beware. The bitch in me is sleeping.
You can nudge her every now and again, but please don't wake her.
Unless you are ready to deal with her.
She's evil.