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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Is 8 hours of pleasure worth 2 days of pain?

I'm not really sure.

So, last night--I had a overnight visitor. MmmmmHmmmm.

He left this morning--I guess we have upgraded to all-nighters.

Needless to say, I am tired. And I am sure he is too.

But why the evil glares first thing in the morning?
Perhaps--this is my imagination--Am I just looking at this from the
wrong perspective? Am I seeing something that is not really there?

Or does this man want to reach out and choke the shit out of me like his
face tells me he does.

It is like this each and everytime he comes to my house. Not when we hang out--let's say,
at a bar, but when it is just me.and.him. It takes him about 2 days to start being himself.
He is not nasty--it's almost like he's just embarrased. And that everyone will see right thru him.
I never think as I snuggle up to him all night what the next day will bring.

2 Comments:

Blogger editor said...

So you sayin, after yall, do dat thang, he gets mad at you?

All I can think of so far is that he is def attracted to you but he doesn't want to be. And everytime he succumbs to his attraction, he feels powerless and that pisses him off.

Like he can't control himself.

I don't know girl, you know I ain't had a relationship in forver. I just be makin stuff up in my mind! LOL

Good luck with that.

August 25, 2005 8:55 AM  
Blogger Bullet Proof Diva said...

that seems rather odd to me. I wonder if he does the dr jekyl/mr hyde routine with other people too.

August 25, 2005 1:44 PM  

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