Reflecting

I blog-jacked this from CoolAC, who jacked it from someone else. Hey..we gotta do what we gotta do...


1) Was 2005 a good year for you?
Overall, it was pretty good. I have learned some things about myself, and I have everything that I need. And I have "the boy" the one person in this world that loves me unconditionally.


2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
Jeez, I have so many, one of them would have to be when he met my friends for the first time. He was walking in the door, and my friends were like "girl..look what just walked thru the door..Oh my, he's beautiful" and I said.."That's my man..." ~LOL~another would be my birthday. I had such a great time with my friends, although it lead to...

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
I would have to say when I realized that I will never have him the way that I want and need. Also, when baby daddy didn't show up to the boys birthday party.

4) Where were you when 2005 began?
I was out, bringing in the new year with my friends.

5) Who were you with?
My single girlfriends. We had a great time.

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
At the same spot as last new years eve.

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
with the same crew..

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
I didn't really make any resolutions, I just promised to try to do my best, with all my situations as they exist or arise.

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
No more wasting time. No matter if it be on relationships that aren't going anywhere, or not doing the things that I need to do.

10) Did you fall in love in 2005?
I think I did..but as always, it was the wrong one.

11) If yes, with who?
with him.

12) If yes, do they know?
He knows. He doesn't acknowledge it or care...but he knows.

13) Are you still in love with them?
Absolutely. And I don't care how he feels about it. It has nothing to do with him, and it's really none of his business.

14) You regret it?
Not at all. My feelings for him will remain for him. That's just the way we roll.

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
I had to cut a few people short, yeah.

16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
I would have to say yes, there is a constant hiring process at my job. I consider most of my co-workers "friends" we always have each others back, and I can count on them. AND..I have a new friend in Miami. I don't know if she considers us "friends", but I do. I admire her and respect her opinions, and never judge her. That's what friends do, right?

17) Who are your favorite new friends?
If you are my friend, you are my friend. I don't play favorites. I do them all the same.

18) What was your favorite month of 2005?
I would have to say November. That is my vacation month!

19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005?
Yes, on a cruise to the Bahamas with the boy.

20) How many different states have you traveled in 2005?
3--
Pennsylvania, North Carolina, and Florida.

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
yes...and I was really bothered by the circumstances of her death.

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
yes...and I tired to contact him. It was a bullshit move, but I did it, and I'm over it.

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
Crash

24) What was your favorite song from 2005?
I like Fantasia's song "Free Yourself" ..I sing my ass off in the car!
And also Vivian Greene.."Gotta Go"

25) What was your favorite album from 2005?
I like Keysha Cole, and Jill Scott. I just listen to what I like..I guess they're new? Right?

26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
Just 1--Greenday. With the boy. It was actually a good concert considering I don't really listen to that genre of music.

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
I guess that one, since it was the only one that I went to.

28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
Not too much..not really a drinker..but I can throw 'em back!

29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
I smoked a few times...the drug scene is not really my thing.

30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?
Sleep with, or fuck? ~LOL~ Let's see. Ya'all just gonna have to read the archives for this one.. and one other, that I am not ready to talk about, just yet. ~ And these are the one's that I will admit to. So, I know that there is a sista code about what counts and what doesn't. These count. The others don't.
Damn, I just put all my shit on the street.

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
I am never ashamed of anything I do and don't usually do things that I can't admit to.

32) What was the biggest lie you told in 2005?
I try not to lie..I would have to say that most of my lies are by omission.
And that being said, allowing my men to think they are the only one in my life.

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
"I have no drama!~mmhmm. I am drama-free!"
This was his response to the question.."Do you have a woman?"

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
I did. And I am over it. I hope they are too.

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
Only as bad as I let them.

36) How much money did you spend in 2005?
Just take my annual salary, and add about 10K to it.
And there you have it. ~LOL, Serenity23~

37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?
When I fixed the boys bike, and he said.."Mom, as long as I got you, I don't need anybody else!"

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
I try to stay out of embarrassing situations. But I would have to say in October when a bunch of my friends went out to lunch and he came along. They made comments that made it look like I tell them all of our business.
I was pissed, but much more embarrassed than anything.

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 what would it be?
It would be back to the first time he stood me up. Because it would have been the last.

40) What are your plans for 2006?
To stay away from men that are no good for me. To leave all the drama bitches in my life alone. To stop working so damn late every night. To go on another cruise, this time to Mexico!